Monday, March 31, 2008

I am Hopeful. There, I said it.

I can't believe I'm actually saying, but I honestly have hope again.

My RE called a little while ago to discuss my next step. We have 3 totsicles left and we'll do an FET cycle as soon as AF arrives. I think I O'd this weekend, so I hope to see that lovley lady (that I normally curse!) in about 10-12 days. We're doing a natural/unmedicated cycle which is much easier on my mind and body. We will track my b/w and u/s to see when I O and then three days later we'll transfer all (praying all 3) surviving thawed embryos.

And if my body goes along with that plan, the transfer may be around the end of April, and my 30th birthday on April 27th. I know what I'll be wishing for when I blow out those birthday candles. Even though this is my third birthday in a row I will make that same wish, I know this is the closest we'll be able to come to getting it right. I've been tested for everything at this point so it's all up to the snowbabies now. They have to make it to transfer and then hang on tight once back inside me.

It's also our last chance with treatments, so I am going to hope and pray like I've never hoped and prayed before.


Newt said...

How great to have hope! I think the birthday timing is a very good omen--and 30 sounds like a very lucky number to me, too!

Bec said...

I'm praying that this works for you xxx

Katie said...

I'm hopeful for you too! I'll make the snow-babies a little scarf so they thaw nice and perfect!

Diana said...

My good thoughts, prayers and birthday wishes are being sent your way!!!