Sunday, March 23, 2008
It's Hell in the Hallway
My dear blog-friend Katie has a great post from the other day. It's something I feel so intensely and yet she put it into words better than I could. Please read her post if you have time and then come back here and read on with this post...
Did you read it?
I hate this hallway. It's cold and dark and it feels like the walls are closing in. I feel that all of the doors are behind me and I can't turn back. All of those doors have been slammed in my face, or slammed on my foot and it still hurts. I saw inside three of those doors and they were the most magical worlds inside. Something so beautiful that after you see it, you yern for it. You can't imagine never seeing a world like that again. And if you don't, how can you be happy with the world that you eventually find? All I can think about it what I've seen and nothing else will be good enough.
I want to see this door someday...