But I won’t POAS. I always have a 10-day LP and today is day 10 and my temp was still up this morning. There is no way in hell I’m going to test until this time next week. I’m sure my cycle is just a bit screwy after my m/c and I’m not going to waste an HPT and deal with the emotions of a BFN. I will just wait patiently for AF’s arrival.
(Twiddling my thumbs impatiently…LOL)
Things have been going really well for me lately. I know it’s my frame of mind. I’m enjoying NOT TTC and dealing with the related stresses. DH and I have our relationship back and we’re having fun with each other again like we used to. We’re not so focused on TTC & doctor’s appts and we’re just leading our life like a normal couple. It’s really nice.
As soon as AF arrives I’ll start on BCP’s so that will give us three more weeks of living in ignorant bliss again. I’m going to enjoy every minute of it! This time last year we were doing our first IUI and it made for a devastating Thanksgiving when we got the BFN. We were so optimistic, and naïve about the whole RE process. I’m much more grounded about it now. I think I’m more level-headed and a realist about it for the most part. I certainly have my hopeful and optimistic moments but I try to stay cool, calm and collected the best I can. I’ve learned a lot, not only about the physical/clinical aspects but I’ve also learned how I react emotionally and how I can help myself through the hard times.
It feels good to be so positive again. Sorry, I know that can make some of you sick. LOL :-)
2 comments:
I totally know what you mean! I've gotten so that I almost enjoy the down time between cycles. Sure, I'm excited to have a baby, but freaking myself out and stressing all the time wasn't really getting me any closer, and it was driving us both CRAZY!
I'm happy you're in a positive place.
xoxo
I just blogged about how good things are going and how positive I have been lately. :) I hope you continue to see good times even after you start your FET process!
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