TP Patrol

So I haven't had any more spotting since yesterday morning and I'm hoping I'm not jinxing myself by saying that. My HPT line is darker than it was on Friday so I guess that's a good sign too.

Yesterday (Mother's Day) was very hard. Not only did I wake up to spotting, a few hours later my SIL called to tell me all about the great gifts her two kids made for her. I'm not exagerating when I say she went ON AND ON about how cute they were. I started crying on the phone but didn't let her know I was upset. Now I'm not saying she shouldn't be a proud mother, but please know your audience. She knows EVERYTHING we've been through but doesn't know we just did our last FET and that I'm PG again so you would think she'd be a little more tacful with me on such a touchy day.

I'm just a nervous wreck and impatiently waiting for my beta on Wednesday. I thought about calling to go in today but I'm trying my best to stay sane and convince myself that everything will be fine on Wed. and I'll go back on Friday for the repeat beta, and everything will be fine then too.

Repeating to myself......everything will be fine......everything will be fine.......everything will be FINE.